Noel's 17

Sherlock Holmes 2 in the afternoon with Nicholas, Noel and Alex. It was a pretty good movie, then after that went to Two Chefs at Commonwealth for dinner with Darren, Raiyan, Jiacheng and Noel. Really good dinner, hehehe. Like a fatty. At night, Timbre with the same dinner crowd then Ian came to join us after his work. Goodfellas were awesome as usual! I hope Noel enjoyed his 17 with us :-)

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Sometimes you feel that people can still care for you, but they don't. They don't give a damned shit about you. So you should just mind your own fucking business and stop thinking that you're being missed, that you were even worth missing to him. You are nothing. Just an ordinary girl passing through his life. Get a fucking grip, you can get through this. Just because you were dumped doesn't mean you can't get up and move on from this. You deserve better. Fuck, I deserve better. 


Thought about the past and realized how foolish I used to be. Giving and giving ever so much in a relationship, taking second chances, third chances, fourth chances, I don't know how I could actually have done that. Done that and got hurt, done that and got what I deserved. I turned a deaf ear to my friends' and could only bear the consequences myself. These emotional scars are never going to go away. It's been years. I can't help but think that this is going to follow me for the rest of my life.