Hi guys, decided to leave this blog behind because I want a clean slate. One that's free from all but what's left behind, so you can choose to follow me on my new link if you'd like :)

http://carolanntheresegabriella.blogspot.sg

Feel so broken in all ways and every way but this is for the best...... I W A L Y. Like no other. No one will ever compare because you were the best I've ever had, and now I'm letting you go....... to save us the heartbreak that will tear us apart even further in the future. It feels like we've been through a million things together and believe me, tearing us apart is as painful for me as it feels for you. I keep getting dreams that tell me that it's alright and I shouldn't care about external factors, but I know that I have to do the right thing for us :(((((

It hurts sooooooo bad.... every single little thing reminds me of you. I can never look at the sky again, I can never go to my places I usually frequent and feel the same because all I will feel are the times that we've been there tgt and many...... so much more. But man up, Carol. This is part and parcel of life. Feels like i'm gna be alone for a very very very long period of time because no one can ever come close.

If only we were not born into who we are....... into our families where we have clashing religion and faith, everything would be perfect. :(