Looking as plain as ever :< Should be going to school eyeliner-less tomorrow, I should probably get used to it since I've used like... 4 eyeliners ever since school started? Lol fml i have to buy a new one every month >_>

Managed to score 18/20 for the MIP Quiz though I could have gotten 19 instead because of my carelessness. But quite satisfied since this is probably the first test since the start of the semester that I actually score so well for, lol. I'm going to study really hard for MIP since I guess that's the only subject I can actually score for. The rest of the subjects? I'm barely afloat. Drowning in all those Math/Physics/Chemistry formulas. Think I'll probably do okay for German as well so these are probably my only concerns now, together with OM. Fuck. That's one paper I'm most afraid of, lol. I scored 35/100 for MST -__-

One of my favourite songs from Secondhand Serenade:




Hear Me Now - Secondhand Serenade

I left everything behind me
Searching for the strength I thought I
Had inside me
Left you behind
So lonely
Praying for the day that you would somehow find me

I was young
You were wrong
But I tried
I was strong
And the years that I have lost are all I see

All I can say
Is I am not afraid
Of the world that I have tried to push away
I fight everyday
But I am to blame
I am not innocent
But I am not afraid

I lost all faith
Inside me
Still I find myself without the will to
Free me from you
I'm a slave
Unhappy
Wanting oh so much for you to someday
See me

Tell me how
I want to
Say it loud
I need you
To be the one who catches all my dreams
Hear me now
All I can say
Is I am not afraid
Of the world that I have tried to push away
I fight everyday
But I am to blame
I am not innocent
But I am not afraid
Anymore

I'm tired of sleeping
Alone I've been grieving
The life that I gave up to feel alive
I want to feel alive

I'm not afraid anymore, I'm not afraid anymore

I want to feel alive, I want to feel alive
I want to feel, I need to feel
I want to feel alive

Hold on tight
Let's make this right
Take me, make me
Feel alive tonight