So bored now, I should start on Maths since the retest is just next week but I have no mood to start. Wtf. I don't want to fail BM. Maybe I'll start after I shower :(

I don't know what to do any more. I'm afraid I'll hurt him. 
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I should just stop making the first move, stop making people think I'm easy just because I start talking first. I don't want to make any first moves because the person who makes the first move often gets forgotten. And nobody wants that. Or do they? Only harsh reality can make someone wake up. I guess I've woken up from my own dreams.