I've recently lost my best friend due to certain personal reasons so instead of blogging about my best friend, or ex-best friend rather; I'll blog about my best friends. I have not too many left, but I'll blog about the girls and guys that always make my day after I spend my day with them.
Dear AGM/Durga/Ernest/Jia Hui/Maggie/Noel,
Thank you guys for always being there for me, listening to my rants about random things, cheering me up and talking me out of depressing situations. I remember last year when my Dad totally forgot about my birthday, I held my tears in from home all the way till Durga's place. When I reached her place, she asked me whether I was alright and my tears started spilling all over again. Jia Hui and her consoled me and told me about their own personal experiences and slowly I started forgetting about the pain of being forgotten. On the eve before my birthday, Durga also gave me a really heart-warming hug to congratulate me on my birthday. That was, I guess, one of the best birthday presents that I've gotten that year.
After every 'O' level paper that we felt that we did badly for; Jia Hui, Durga and I would always console each other during every study session at Durga's place. It was a really nice time for us even though we had so much worries on our minds.
I remember Ernest listening to me cry on the phone to California King Bed after I broke up with xxx early this year, he consoled me and told me funny things to make me get over it for that moment, and I really did. California King Bed was introduced to me by him too, ha ha ha. When I fought with xxx and I was really determined to get over him this time, AGM was there on Facebook to talk to me about it. She asked whether I really wanted to do what I did, to destroy what ever that's left, and I said yes. No point keeping things that will only make you remember what you have lost, and who ever has forgotten you.
Noel has always been my listening ear (poor guy has to listen to my complains about things) and shopping buddy (actually I kind of dragged him along...) but he has always been one of my closest friends. Maybe because he also lives very near me. I'm actually sort of closer to Durga, Noel and Jia Hui because we live so close to each other and we can meet up often now even though we are all in different schools and different courses.
Even though Mag is still in New Town, because of the close distance between SP and NTSS, I still meet her often. Furthermore since it's holidays, I can travel down to Bugis and meet her to shop, take pictures, slack, chit-chat and eat. I've known her for 4 years ++ now, and we've been through endless quarrels with each other but we're still really good friends. Sometimes we are unhappy with each other but we eventually get over it somehow. She's seen me at my weakest, most vulnerable moment and gave me the most heart-warming hug any friend could give. If it was ever going to be her in that situation again, I would definitely do the same for her :)
I look forward to meeting the Alles some time soon even though our picnic has been dragged on, for like, forever :/ I love you guys!
Love,
Carol.
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